FEB 26 12:43am 2009
Alone
As i sit here thinking of the day i will never get back, 24 hours of my life that was just anther block in the wall of life. i sit here looking back at it and all the other blocks. that i have made over the years, some i made when i was down like that day that my girl friend told me it was over. some when i happy my first blind date that did not end for 4 days, but most of them are when i was alone were it was just me. waking up alone, making dinner for one, going to the movies and only ording one ticket. the hardest ones are the days no one asked you how your day was. i walk the streets looking at couples holding hands, laughing and just smiling. i almost feel a little part of me just wanting to cry. i look at myself and ask why not me, when is it my turn to feel the embrace of a warm touch, a fight about the toylet set being up, a sleepless night talking about a her crappy day at work, waking up knowing the first person you see is someone that loves you. when will it be my day.
my wall is my own
i build it by myself
but i would love some help
You're lovable! Your day will come...I can promise you this. You're an amazing guy and have a good spirit. Keep working on yourself and before you know it God will bring the right person into your life. If you ever need to talk or a hug...I'll be here for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm happy you started blogging. It's theraputic and will help you with your emotions and writing skills. Keep editing...that's what I have to keep up with.